Honestly, to begin with I wouldn't have any agreement whatsoever about what my drug problem is & certainty even less of an agreement about an explanation of what may be the cause or the solution for my addiction.
Personally & originally my motives for using psychoactive/illicit substances were due to the fact it provided an amazing sense of relief from personal physical , mental & emotional problems I was then currently experiencing. Also , when I had used in moderation it had enhanced the enjoyment of social interactions & heightened pleasurable sensations. Yet when the drugs were constantly used to the point of abuse, which in my situation was on a daily occurrence which quite quickly greatly began to effect family , friends & anyone surrounding me which left those all feel & suffer the consequences.
The motivations I had for my methamphetamine usage had honestly of changed over the period of years/as I got older which gradually progressing abusing drugs over the years it led to the result of taking on different social roles which rapidly graduated within numerous & completely different degrees of involvement with drugs which in reality made me have to deal with stress in continuously evolving ways.
During my period of time using I had quickly learnt how to tolerate the side effects which theoretically was to obtain other benefits from the drug which was greatly including relief from pain (mentally, physically & emotionally) which is otherwords was a vehicle which had helped me greatly which the whole socialization scenario & was a highly great means to dampen the effects of stress. Which honestly always left me wondering;
Why do drugs become so gratifying to us?
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